The otherside

She seemed dressed in all of me,
stretched across my shame.
All the torments and the pain,
leak through and covered me.
I'd do anything to have her to myself,
just to have her for myself.
Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

She is everything to me, the unrequited dream,
the song that no one sings, the unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in,
all I need to make it real is one more reason.

I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me,
I won't let this build up inside of me,
I won't let this build up inside of me,
I won't let this build up inside of me.

A catch in my throat,
Choke,
Torn into pieces,
I won't,
no,
I don't want to be this,
But I won't let this build up inside of me,
I won't let this build up inside of me,
I won't let this build up inside of me,
I won't let this build up inside of me.

She isn't real,
I can't make her real.
She isn't real,
I can't make her real.


theres blue in my face
blood that's not mine
falling from my eyes
and when it falls i lose more life
there's reasons to make me love
there's reasons to make me go
and forget it all
i can't make choices
i don't know what to do
when she makes me sad
when i realize the pain
she makes me feel
i just want to hide
she's is everything to me
the unique and my chain
the flame that only me can touch
i don't know what to do
when she makes me sad
but...
I won't let this build up inside of me,